everyone needs to follow me new blog NOW because i feel like i’m talking to nobody :$ LMAOO LA JOIE DE VIVRE
NEW BLOG UP!!!
yeah, probably won’t be using this one much anymore..unless i REAALLLYYY need to rant. new blog is pretty much the same minus the teenage-angst diary posts and absolutely NO REBLOGS. all original blog posts. hope you will all continue this journey with me : D new blog here: LA JOIE DE VIVRE
i can try to justify
time and again with my friends that the reason why my relationships don’t work out is because i expect too much and the guys that i end up with just don’t fit into my idea of an ideal lover. but then i think to myself… what exactly is so wrong with wanting somebody who is perfect for me? and why should i have to lower my standards for anybody? if my expectations are not met by...
jchhouk: Happiness in Graphic Design as presented by Sagmeister
Life is just too unfair right?
When I try, you don’t. When you start, I’m already over it. When I am ready to be with you, You’re out there with somebody else. When you want to be with me, I’m not even looking your way. So why do we continue this vicious cycle? I…really…for the life of me just can’t figure it out. Aren’t you tired?
sophisticatedandblack asked: heyyyyy, so I'm looking @ your "about me" section & I see you attend york uni... me too! and I'm studying french aswell lol annnnnd you know cartesea and ashley? its a small small world lool
Sleeping naked is the best feeling ever.
i’d like to believe that i am one of the downest chicks for anyone who deserves it, especially my boo. and i’m not trying to say that it’s a “privilege” to be with someone like me, but you gotta know that if i am willing to be with you, that means that i will be prepared to move mountains for you. which means you have to be willing to do the same. being with me is...
the only reason
why you’re being so paranoid and picking at everything little thing i do now is because you know deep down that you did me wrong, and you seem to think that i would go as low as to trying to get revenge on you. get it in your head, that i am not the type to do that. and you also know that you are doing nothing right now that makes me wanna stay. so if you’re really fighting for me...
It may not be
Always rainbows and sunshine but keep in mind that a rainbow only forms after a storm.
Conversation Between Ex's:
Girl: your new girlfriend is pretty. (i bet she stole your heart)
Boy: yeah, she is. (but you’re still the most beautiful girl i know)
Girl: i heard she’s funny & amazing. (all the stuff i wasn’t)
Boy: she sure is. (but she’s nothing compared to you)
Girl: i bet you know everything about her by now (like how you knew just about everything about me)
Boy: only the stuff that count (i can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when i think of you)
Girl: well, I hope you guys last. (because we never did)
Boy: i hope we do too. (whatever happened to me & you?)
Girl: well i got to go. (before i start to cry)
Boy: yeah me too. (i hope you don’t cry)
Girl: bye. (i still love you)
Boy: later. (i never stopped)
You know you're gonna be okay
When you can look at the person you once loved so much and not be sad that its over, but smile because they’ve created so many wonderful memories for you to think back on when you’re sitting on the patio of a coffee shop by yourself enjoying the beautiful weather.
SHOW ME YOU NEED ME.
samboob: I’m tired of always being the chaser, I’m tired of drowning myself in my own depression when you seem perfectly fine. If you want to keep me in your life, the least you could do is let me know I’m not just wasting my time. Set your ego aside and show me you need me as much as I need you. Words don’t mean a thing when they’re overused. I’m not asking for much, I just want you to show me...
i am so sick of your shit,
you need to relax. you don’t own me, and i don’t care if you “gave me life”. i really don’t because at this point you’re not even a fucking father figure anymore, you’re just some incubus that cares only about your new wife and my money, so get lost. seriously. i’m so done with you, i’m moving out as soon as possible. i don’t even care if...
Even though there is still pain and slight bitterness in my heart, I know it will eventually pass. I ask of you to guide me towards being a stronger person and to help me wash away the negativity that sometimes engulfs my very being. I would also like to ask of you to guide someone very special to me through any hardships that he is going through at this moment. He will find the right answers to...
I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and...– (via eletheowl)
And just for the record, if you had really cared, you would’ve just stayed in your car until I was done, not cut me off and hang up on me. And that was the lamest excuse ever, we both know you have signal in the basement. Oddly enough, even though you didn’t really do much and maybe even upset me more…thanks for upsetting me. I really needed to cry it all out even uf it was...
talking to somebody about this will just bore them and nobody really cares if you’re miserable anyway…so i need to vent. first of all, i feel like a little whiny baby when i say this but i honestly feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. i want to help you out, so that’s why i picked up another job. i want you guys to stop fighting over my money. i want you to...
it's like waking up from a deep slumber...
talking to people that are in love is so nice, it reminds you of how you felt at first. but it also reminds me how weird of a relationship i just got out of… i can never bring myself to dislike him, because as they say, opposites attract; and i’m definitely attracted to a free-spirit that is opposite of mine. but the more i think about it, the more i feel like i’ve been...
"When i'm in a relationship, I get bossy, feisty,...
Being in a relationship isn't about the kissing,...
No matter how hard
One person is willing to try in a relationship, if it’s not two people walking down the same road then you’re never gonna get to your destination. So why do we try to force ourselves to love, care, and be with people that we know no longer wanna be with us? Why do we force relationships that we know are gonna eventually end? People aren’t really in love with the person...
What people need to understand is
What ever happened in my relationship does not concern anybody but me and the other person. If I do not go out of my way to tell you then don’t pry. But, I am sure you all want your biggest question answered so let me save all of you the trouble. NO, he did not do me wrong. That’s all you need to know. Everything else is nobody’s business. I just felt like I had to make...
People think I'm being
Too soft or simple-minded when I try to keep the peace and be friendly with people from my past relationships. I honestly just believe that there is good in everyone and people make mistakes all the time. It’s not healthy to be bitter over something in the past for so long. Whether or not anyone is to blame we all need to learn a bit of humility and how to look past things that have hurt...